I keep getting this strange feeling that I’m avoiding some task or
obligation. I can’t really describe the full extent of this feeling,
but I’m starting to get all philosophical about it, as if I needed help
there.
Now I’m beginning to wonder if I’m avoiding seeking my real destiny (as
a writer or songwriter or whatever) in order to feel safe. Or maybe I’m
avoiding extra lawn maintenance; I just don’t know.
For whatever reason, I have this feeling and there you have it. Kind of
like some sick Jiminy Cricket reminding me that I need to follow
through with my dreams once I open my eyes.